Story in Internal Medicine

Has been quite free for the past 2 weeks, ever since I joined Paediatric Institute, Kuala Lumpur Hospital (HKL), for my new and second posting as a houseman. At least for the past 2 weeks, i was able to enjoy my weekends at home, finished watching my favourite Hong Kong drama series, and restarted writing my diaries here.

I first started as a houseman in Medical posting of HKL, the 3rd largest hospital in Asia and the largest in South East Asia, where people call it a "mad house". Somemore I was in the busiest ward (ward 18) in HKL, another "mad house", which mean i was working in the "mad house of the mad house"! Accomodating 60 beds, and sometimes extension beds might add up to 100 beds in total in this single ward, with the fastest turn over rate of admissions and discharges, and working 7 days a week, it made me felt that my life was very measerable at times, i used to ask my nurses "kenape hidup ni susah ye??" (why is this life so difficult??), and they could never give me any answers, I even thought of quiting my medical life. Haha quite a stupid thought wasn't it?? Whatever it was, I went through it with all the blessings and hard works i had to give.

The day I studied for my viva in the ward, we have to pass this assessment before we could be freed from medical posting and proceed to the next posting.

relax la... have a narcistic shot first! haha... during this time I was taking care of the first class medical ward, so a bit free to do revision in the private empty room. Basically, the so-called first class in HKL with single rooms, double bedded rooms and 4 bedded rooms are equivalent to the "3rdd class" in UMMC.


night view in HKL, taken during 1 of the on calls... hoping the night will be calm and safe, staying alert, waiting the sunrise of the next day...

Thanks to everyone who helped me out when I faced difficulties,
thanks to those who forgive my mistakes and gave me a chance to prove myself that I never will repeat the same mistakes again,
thanks to those who really been sarcastic to me, so that I could improve myself better,
thanks to my patients who always have confidence in me,
thanks to my family that always understand that I was busy that I might not be calling them very often,
and also thanks to my darling who always understandable, caring, loving and do houseworks for me.

And now I left this troublesome medical posting with pride, continuing my journey in looking after children, picking up my confidence and competency every day...

小儿科啦。。。（广东）

无心害你

终于把《溏心风暴之家好月圆》看完了！就好像把一件事做完一样，可以面对另外一些事情了！很开心，因为一个家庭终于可以得到属于他们的幸福，而说谎的人，最终可以面对自己，真正的去做人该做的事，真是一个大好结局呀!很佩服篇剧能把人心的善和美写得那么贴实，这些事就好像发生在我们身边的人一样，做人不得不防啊！

另外一样让我佩服的是菊姐唱的主题曲，《无心害你》。虽然说这首歌就好像在唱出殷红（超级坏蛋二奶，米雪的角色）的心声，可是歌词却投射了剧中的每一个人物。



开头四句，说明了再简单再幸福的一个家庭，都会免不了一些事情，会别离，再多么风光的的财富，都会有过去的一天，家庭的幸福是成员们建立起来的，就算没了Jo饱，荷妈和孩子们都是靠他们自己的努力守着这头家；相反殷红的所作所为，最终连他自己的女儿也无法忍受，落得了自食其果的下场，无常的人生，总需为自己的业障负责任。

最欣赏的一句歌词是“谁想讲骨气，最先必须有一些储备”，要讲骨气，要行正义的人，都必须要懂得做人的道理，身体力行，那样才可以以德服人，得到别人的认同，所以才会有荷妈这一个角色！

殷红耍心计，人人看了觉得可怕，因为她是用来害人的。其实，荷妈也在用心计，可是她是用来保护她的家人的，不然怎么能把殷红的招数见招拆招，一个女人顶了一头家那么多年呢？

。。。。“无非人生道理。。。原本无心害你”