我感受了你的感受

今天是开斋节前夕，明天就是开斋第一天，过去两天没on call，明天就有了！

今天很舍不得地把你送去你大姐那，让她载你回妈妈家。

知道你想妈妈很久了，尤其是怀孕之后。

毕竟接下来这星期有三个on call，陪不到你，还是让你家人陪你吧！

一早送了你走，感觉吉隆坡突然好寂寞，路上车子寥寥可数，餐馆没了平时的人潮。

朋友有些回家了，有些有工作，所以我一整天都没人陪。

你时常跟我说，我做工的时候你在家好寂寞，我想我感受到了！

今天我很乖，看了两部戏，睡了个午觉，就打扫家里，收拾房间，抹风扇，扫地抹地，之后还去游泳，间中还有读一下下的书。

午餐吃什饭，晚餐自己煮maggi和妈妈的粽子。

没关系，我会好好照顾自己，会时常打电话给你，你要好好照顾自己和baby噢！

看似很无聊的一天，就是因为无聊才会想要写下来。

今天，我感受到了你的感受。

今天，我学会更加要珍惜你在我身边的日子。

我爱你！

祝全马人民，Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!

外面烟花声响了。。。

Failure

I am somebody who don't like to talk about my failure to the others. Today, this will document the history.

Today had my second trial for Basic Science Examination in Orthopaedic Surgery, it ended up with a failure. After the failed first trial, I thought myself had put enough effort in studying towards a pass, however, there is too deep the knowledge, and too wide the scope medicine can be. My limited brain capacity could not bring me to a higher level of success. 

Extra concentration, extra effort, and extra mileage of traveling had put in. I know, my knowledge has improved compared to the previous attempt, however, it's just not enough for me to proceed.

Though knowing my weakness, I still feeling very depress of this. Feeling of helpless, despair, at one point of time I thought of to quit study and continue to be a general practitioner. On a second thought, this might be wrong as I am still young and there are always rooms for improvements! Third thought, maybe I am not destined to be an Orthopaedic surgeon?

Feeling so tired, had been having dyspepsia and palpitation for the whole month, at least what I can do now is probably taking a good rest, relax my mind, and perhaps meditation? Figuring out my future... What will my future be?

超人，不用飞了

话说大约一个月前，从家里出发去Bukit Indah 做 locum, 途径巴西古当大道(Pasir Gudang Highway)时，瞬间被路边一个大海报吸引（因为车速来不及放慢）。海报上看到的好像是一头散发，大露丰胸的女人！！第一个理性的念头就是，在这个封建的国家，怎么会有这么色情的海报？？卖的是什么广告？？

第二眼再望过去，原来是。。。

周杰伦的散发和他的大胸肌，还有柯友伦也似故意地逝开他的衣服露肌，这就是电影《天台》的海报。。。还好。。。（照片是在之后的塞车时拍的）

再放大来看，真的好大！

事隔了一个月，《天台》也上映了几个星期，昨天才去捧了他的场，看天台。（没得去看在吉隆坡的演唱会）真的，不得不佩服他创作的才华，电影的歌，音乐，对白话的歌词，恰到好处的舞蹈，真的很棒！仿佛是一场在电影院看的舞台剧。。。

在电影院看的舞台剧？？ 上个星期报纸的周刊，就写了这部电影的影评，说这是一部在电影院看的大型MV。。。好像没错啦！只是我觉得说是舞台剧会比较给面一点。

这次周董自编自导自演，实现了他多年想拍歌舞片的愿望，也证明了他多方面的艺术才能。周董的确想法多，念头大，可惜这部电影就是毁在他编剧的部分了，电影长气，迟迟未进入正题高潮，周董编得自己从头一路耍帅，挺英雄到尾，还要崇洋超级英雄的文化。。。话说电影的最后跟红毛头的逐车戏，周董本可以引诱红毛飞车过来自己掉入海，根本不需要把自己壮烈牺牲，搞得女主角可怜的“睹照思人”到老（也不知那个姜大卫是否就是浪子膏老去的角色）。还有还有，电影提倡兄弟情，到最后竟然连他兄弟们跟坏人拼命过后的结果是怎样都没交代，真是虎头蛇尾呀！

周董的导演实力其实已经是不容置疑了，如果这部天台找来会编剧的人来编，结局会不会不一样，会不会更有内涵呢？选角方面，人物的塑照，我也不想多长气了！本来带着《不能说的秘密》的期待去看这部电影，也变得落空了。

周董难道忘了他曾经有写过这样的一首歌，《超人不会飞》，谦卑的他说自己也会累，不是万能，所以可以请他再进修一下编剧，再继续加油呢？

他下一部电影，我一定会再支持的，毕竟他一出道时的《黑色幽默》早已牢牢地打动了我！（好gay）

今天是他在吉隆坡办的第三场《周杰伦魔天伦马来西亚演唱会》，希望他演出再创高峰！周杰伦还是唱歌的好。。。

Another locum day in JB

Hello everyone, and myself:

It's been a while since I last wrote in this diary, well life is as usual, busy with troublesome patients, exercising to lose weight (have weight gain of total 6 kg a year ago since I came to JB), dealing with new house stuffs, and also preparation for my wedding this December!!

And today my fiancé is away from me in Jerantut doing her counseling campaign, and I am here in this relaxing locum in Bukit Indah (Lee, hehe...). Oh yea, nearly forgot, to study for my external examination in September soon!

In fact JB is a place with not-so-many attractions, so people who stay here be them working in JB or Singapore, they do not have many places to spend their money, so do I. Furthermore, its population creates more opportunity for locum. So dear doctors out there do consider come JB to earn extra ahha...

And mission for today, to study and relax.

Not to forget, Happy Father's Day to all, and especially my dad.

爸爸父亲节快乐！永远爱你！

*Typing using an IPad is actually quite troublesome...

A new start 2013

Happy New Year 2013!

Although it is now already 26th January of this new year 2013, this is my first ever post in this new year.

I actually started writing this blog since 2nd January 2009, which was already 4 odd years from now (please refer back to my first ever post ~ "Let me introduce myself"). Time flies, I started this when I was a 22 years old medical student, and now I am already a 26 years old medical officer.

"The time has come, the previous S Sized Guy is now grown up to be a doctor who sees lives, and saves lives, documenting his memories here"

This was the quote just under my profile picture previously, so precious, and i will still continue to serve the above quote and my objectives of starting this blog. Although today, I have already changed the e-mail address to my newly created Google+ account. Nothing else changes.

The journey of "My diary, my life, my blog" continues...

Fireworks that welcome 2013... taken at Putajaya Flora Parade 2011 (again an old photo from my gallery)

我的新工作地点

从2009年开始，新加坡政府开放了让马来西亚的马来亚大学和马来西亚国民大学（现改称国立大学）的医学系毕业生到那里去当实习医生，我的很多朋友早在两年前都过去了！

很多吉隆坡中央医院的朋友都问我，“你是马大生，为什么不去新加坡啊？我要去都没有！”人各有志，当初没想到要去新加坡是因为想在马来西亚发展，在这里当一个外科医生。

常常有开自己的一个玩笑，“如果要下新山做，不如下新加坡！”
在吉隆坡实习的两年就这样过去了，该我出外服务，偏偏就让我中到新山，还要派我到政府诊疗所去，我要留在大医院的梦想，碎了。

如今，在这间政府诊疗所也当了整三个月的医生，服务了新山的民众，外劳，还有新加坡的人。因为这诊疗所也是隔壁中央医院的外诊部，所以难免要看很多奇奇怪怪，无谓，普通伤风感冒的病人，很多病人更是冲着MC而来的，所以，病人好像一直都看不完。

“一天工作八个小时，看一百一十一个病人，
一个病人看平均四分钟多，可是一个病人平均不止一个问题。

午餐的时间也牺牲了，可怜的病人陪我一起等，等着让我看他们。
我能够一一为他们解决他们的问题吗？

好累，脑子想了又想，当MO就是怕出事故，
只能希望他们的问题能被解决，
毕竟我不是神 ”

这是我在八月二十四日post在facebook的留言，从以前当医生就有一个理想，就是每当每一个病人来到我面前，不管他们的病痛了多久，都能在我这里得到解决。可是，这想法毕竟也太理想化了，事实上在外诊部（primary care）有很多病是没有诊断（diagnosis）的，毕竟我真的不是神！

从一开始的细心问候，到现在的给了药就算。

从一开始的有求必应，到现在的吝啬MC。

从一开始的闷和显，到现在的没感觉。 

从一开始的没有朋友，到现在有几个，还算不错啦！

现在的日子，过一天是一天。说真的不是我不爱我的工作了，不是我看不起在诊疗所做工的医生，只是我觉得我的那份热血少掉了，从前的那种刺激感再也找不回了！唯一能让我心跳加速的，就是跟时间追逐，在我有限的时间里看完所有的病人。Primary care 的医生可是很重要的哦，他们能隔掉许多无厘头的“病人”，从而决定哪一个病人到哪一个专科部门看诊。

看似很消极的一片日记，其实，我真的没什么感觉了！初心？好像离我越来越远那样。唯一能够让我继续拼下去的理由，就是新山有着赚不完的钱(locum)，还有等待着我回大医院的那一天。

唯有珍惜当下的每一个缘分，尽量做到最好，那应该不枉此行了吧？

期待我回大医院的那一天。

期待我重拾初心的那一天。

听筒，笔，药单，MC book， 电筒，和我所见过的病人的纪录，这样就要开始我工作啦！

从前的欢乐，不能再回头了！只有寄望当下和未来！毕竟回头看到的都是倒影，触不到。

很想念以前在HKL有一个肥仔朋友，常常载我出去吃东西，当然包括快餐，现在我惟有独享咯！

I had a dream

Few days back, in the eve of the morning...

"Three of us, myself (as the spiderman), iron man, and a female superhero (unspecified superhero) were caught and prisoned by the bad guys in a castle on the hill. Though not being tortured , we were finding ways to escape and to get help.

I managed to get a flying device which shaped like a bow and the wings can be kept inside, when opened up the length of the whole flying device can reach up to 1 metre.

So we decided to send that female superhero to fly out and get help. (Why in the first place Iron man couldn't ask for help since he has all the latest communication technology and he is able to fly?) However the girl was too afraid to fly with that flying device which has not been tested, so I did the testing for her.

I asked Iron man to fly with me in case the flying device not functioning and I drop down, so he agreed. I held the device, standing at the window of our prison, with the push of my leg I was flying out of the window successfully with the device while winds blowing. Both my forearms and my chest were supported on the device and the rest of the body was just hanging. Enjoying the breathtaking view around this hill and the castle, no enemy was actually noticed that I had escaped. Iron man who was flying with me in the beginning returned to the prison after I flew safely. (So obedient right? The Iron man could actually bring that  girl out and together three of us could escape.)

After a fly circling the castle, I also returned to the prison. On my way to the window of the prison, the bad guys saw me flying outside so they were trying to attack me. With the aids of my spider web I kicked them and got to the window very quickly....."

Oops I awoke out of sudden!! The time was 6.50 in the morning. Jumped out quickly from the bed and brushed my teeth ready myself for my work... as a MO.

Ahha.... What an illogic and funny dream I had, maybe my life was just too relax, or perhaps I watched Avengers quite recently?? Although this was quite meaningless, I just feel like to take this down, to make a little joke out of something I have in my simple life. Cheers!

The Avengers that was released last month. 

I prefer movie with more superheros, the spider man is just right in the front (always my favourite character), hope the next Avengers can recruit as many superheros as possible not to forget spider man and X-men.

龙年行大运

今年的农历新年过得特别精彩，上山过海，一家团圆，吃尽山珍海味！怎么过呢？让我用照片来说故事吧！

"龙年发财“隔壁家的铞饰，恰恰好在天公坛的上面！


爸爸买回来的大吉，一盆才十多块而已！好大粒（利）呀！


年三十的团圆饭，有“盆菜”在中间哦！


新年新村烟花大汇演！在我家拍到的烟花！


仁仁与烟花，新村路口燃放烟花的地点与盛况！这里可是新村人跟外地人聚集的地点哦！

可是就在燃放烟花的当儿，发生了一些小状况，一名外地人驾的车（黑色赛加）先后跟新村人的摩哆和车子（白色vios)磨擦，可是那司机（箭头者）态度嚣张，又不道歉，可怜的他被团结的新村人围了起来，最后还要被捱上几拳，可怜！而本来看烟花的焦点，都被移到他的身上了！他的新年还蛮倒霉的！


年初一，我们家的早茶！都是新年糕点！


吃过了早点，就是红包的时间咯！看小孩们穿得多漂亮！


礼品和新年糕点！

大年初二，爆竹一声响连天！发呀!


年初二的大餐，左下是“琵琶鸭”，左上是“五福临门”，和右上的“治士虾”


“法护槟城”， 年初四跟她的家人上了槟城极乐寺！


小孩玩乐！


好庄严的观音圣像！在灯光的照射下更显得金光闪闪！

左右护法，我非常喜欢这两尊神像的神态！在傍晚七点左右拍的。

观音圣像和八宝亭

槟城夜景！

极乐寺全景！美哉！

年初五，在回美罗的路途中特别去了怡保一趟，跟即将要去新加坡工作的雯姐聚聚，还不小心遇到了《阿炳心想事成》的影迷聚会！开心一下!

回到家，又是跟小孩玩乐的时候了！可是我只是摄影师哦！

年初六，跟爸爸妈妈和二姐夫上了云顶，他们去赌博，我们去吃风，顺便冷冷一下！


小声说，其实我还很好运的从赌场赢了一百块钱出来，请家人吃饭后，剩下的钱就买她喜欢的咖啡，看她多开心呀！在Times Square 那还有小叮当的摊位呢！

今天是正月二十二日，农历新年过完了，但就是好想保存当时的喜悦！

才刚刚开始我的外科部实习，这下是我发挥的时候到了！
接下来还要筹备情人节，忙啊！

圣诞节的感恩和感慨

Hohoho!! Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas boys and girls...

这是我在圣诞节里最爱重复的一个句子，见到谁都会用这个来打招呼，就好像在农历新年里“每个人的嘴里，见面第一句话，就是恭喜恭喜..."

圣诞节，其实就是庆祝主耶稣的诞辰，是一个感恩的节庆，大人会送小孩礼物，或者大家互相交换礼物，就是意味着耶稣的诞生带给了世人这一个那么好的宗教信仰，那么和平的世界！这就是那份珍贵的礼物，所以送礼物和收到礼物的人都回报着这一份感恩的心去庆祝这个日子。

昨晚是平安夜，她回了家乡，我也很平安地在家里睡了一个晚上。圣诞节大早，我又要回到医院当班了，现在做的是急诊部门。

一到了紧急部(Yellow Zone)，看到有几个病人躺在床上，待前个晚上当班的同事把案子交待给我们早上的医生，才知道这些病人发生了什么事。。。
第一个病人，平安夜，喝了醉酒后，在酒吧的厕所晕倒撞伤了头，必须留在医院观察可能会发生的脑震荡，醒来后平安无事让他回家了。
第二个病人，平安夜，狂欢醉酒后，驾车遇上车祸，结果脑溢血(extradural bleeding)。
第三个病人，在Pavilion KL外，喝醉酒，被不明人士及不明原因被打，结果断脚和脑溢血。
第四个病人，是第三个病人的哥哥，也是被打，在同个地方，结果轻微脑震荡。
第五个病人，在云顶下山途中，因为下雨和地面滑，车子打滑撞上了路敦，车子半天吊在山崖，幸好病人没事，只有轻微脑震荡和视线变弱。

这些只是今早还存在的病人，还没听到非常紧急部(Resuscitation Zone)的故事呢？不知昨晚有多少人因为这些醉酒，闹事，殴打，车祸而死，或被救活，或被送去深切治疗室(ICU),或者那些只有少许问题而被送到我们的非紧急部(Green Zone)。但可以肯定的是我们的骨科和脑神经手术科医生昨晚真是有得忙了。

刚刚说的第二个病人，是一个二十二岁的华人男子，在醒来后还算意识清醒，可是当他起身要走去上厕所时，屁股尽然露了出来还不知道（因为病人有必要被脱光光以被检查，所以会被穿上病人袍，在后面绑线那种），当他回来后尽然把病人袍索性脱掉，剩下三角内裤躺在那晒灯光。好几次被我的上司劝告了后，才乖乖的盖上被单。

这是Yellow Zone，之前拍的照片，今天早上可没有那么清静哦！

笑话，丑态百出的一个晚上，马来西亚，或吉隆坡的人，你们到底把圣诞节当成了什么？为什么非要把一个平安夜搞到那么不平安和不安详？对你们来说这是圣诞夜还是灾难日？虽然本人不是基督徒，可是请你们用尊敬的方式去庆祝这个节庆，不要因为凑热闹而搞到大家都不开心！

要记住，这是silent night... holy night...

吉隆坡人啊！是时候反省了啦！

Merry Christmas!!希望这小小的礼物能带给吉隆坡人一些反省！

the price of a "chicken"-pox

Chickenpox is caused by varicella zoster virus infection, a virus from the human herpes viruses group, sounds very medical isn't it? Every people says that every person will have at least once of contacting chicken pox in his/her life no matter how young or how old he/she is. After the primary infection, it can offer life long immunity until the immune system declines, then secondary infection will reactivate as "shingles".

I got this chickenpox at the age of 24, it happened last week, when I was working in SCN (Special Care Nursery- for premature babies and newborns). I was oncall on 8/12 and my fever started at night of 9/12, my post call day. My fever persisted until the next morning, considering that I was taking care of newborns which are susceptible to infection, I took a day off from works so that I won't spread my infection to them. In the evening, She noticed that I was having rash on my body and was confirmed to be chickenpox by a private general practitioner, actually went to him just for the seek of getting a MC for that day... ha! And lastly I got my MC for a week from outpatient department HKL, because I have to stay away from the babies!!

Went back hometown for a week. Rashes developed at whole body after 3 days of fever, felt so upset when I felt that my face became uneven with raised vesicles. My mother and sister kept telling me that these rash will disappear once recovered as they saw me looked sad, so caring right?? I also had bad sore throat and wisdom toothache, made me suffered to all kinds of food including water, some more mum said I have to stop eating some "toxic" food eg eggs, seafoods, black coloured food, green beans, bean sprouts... basically i really felt boring towards food on that few days la.

Chickenpox on face, felt so upset when my face was felt uneven with raised vesicles, felt so ugly that time...

All the fever and rash became settling approaching day 5 or 6 of fever, and I returned to work on day 11, which was on Sunday, when I was called to do the on call, when nobody willing to replace me for my weekend call.

Although my symptoms might not be as bad as what other people having (after shared by my MO, he even got varicella keratitis, vesicles inside the eyes and has got to be admitted to hospital), and my recovery was quite fast, I still have to pay for the loses I have for this "disaster":
1. I lost 8 days of leave because of MC, plus the 3 days off I took during my 4th sister's wedding, which mean I have to be extended for 3 days in this posting.
2. I suffered from it.
3. I have to lost around RM 100 to buy some beauty products so that the post-chickenpox marks on my face will be disappeared as soon as possible, and hopefully my skin will become better after using products as expensive as this!!!
4. I got a warning letter from my consultant for not telling the office that I was on medical leave, hello I have informed my houseman colleagues and I thought it was still be valid if I informed to the lady consultant via SMS.

What did I earn from this? I got special care from my mother especially for whatever she cooked for me for that few days, although I did not show interest towards those food, but I think those were the best food I could have during the illness, and I really appreciate it. Not to forget also my darling who has always been supportive to me to fight my illness. I love you all!!

Life before working

So long didn't have any news of mine written here already, where have I been to ar?? After a long break in May, went to a endocrine conference in Ipoh to present my elective poster, got the chance to stay in the 4 stars rated hotel in Ipoh, Impiana Casuarina, for free... haha!!

My elective thyroid poster, my lecturer Dr. Vijay is like almost the same age as me haha...

Impiana Casuarina Hotel, didn't think of i would have chance to stay in it, cause Ipoh is quite near to my hometown.

Then, went for Ministry of Health Induction Course before we started working as a houseman in hospitals. Stay and enjoy the 3 stars hotel rooms and food for 1 week, again it's for free, some more we started to have our salary counted in already!! Yeah!

The view from the window of Putra Hotel KL, the KLCC.

fully-equipped double room^^

basically the Malay cuisine served in Putra Hotel, tasted not bad also la...

the farewell, strive for our own career...

Officially started working in the very beginning of June, went through a very hard life in my life, and still, I am going through it, felt so dis-hearted working as a houseman. Initially this would be a very sorrow diary, however, I choose to write it a more delightful way, because I choose to live this way, and not be affected by other people. The sad stories, perhaps I will share it next time??

Wilbur at home

It's been my second week staying at home after I graduated as a doctor from University of Malaya, a dreamed moment when I was still sitting for my final MBBS examination, and now, it was realized, and has been over for more than half a month!! Woohoo~

The moment I received my temporary Certificate of Registration during Mini-Convocation on 8 April 2010.

And this is the reason I stay so calmly at home, while most of my course mates traveling overseas and locally as much as they could before we start to work like a "slave" in government hospitals in June later. At some points of time I was quite jealous that they can have playful experience with lovely course mates before the final farewell, but it is not so depressing when thinking that I am staying at home helping my mom with houseworks and also it is a time for me to understand family better, vice versa... before I again become separated from them and could hardly have chance to come back home as frequent as I used to.

Staying at home, I serve as a "baby-sitter" for 2 girls most of the time, while other time doing simple houseworks, helping my mom out. Sometimes feel very annoyed when the kids keep "kacau" (disturb) me but it is actually quite fun when listen to their laughter. But this elder niece, really been a headache for me, not listening to the adults' advise and acting without manner, haih... whatever it is, my dad says "she is still a kid what..." (she is 3 years 5 months old currently)

My 2 nieces on the right, the left one is the daughter of my cousin who visited my family today.

My cupboard after my cleaning... ;-)

My other favourite activities at home include watching television shows, reading newspaper for all day long and of course, having my mom's cooking! ahha! Life has been so simple and calm so that I need not to use my brain at all while doing all these activities, everything at home is so slow, my thought also become slow down, so that I can appreciate every single moment better. In fact Chinese people always say that the brain will become rust, haha don't worry I am not as "retarded" yet, just hoping that whatever medical knowledge that I revised and had been used all these years will still be retained after this not so long enjoyable period.

Suddenly flashback to the time I was pursuing for my undergraduate study, it was a huge contrast to what I am enjoying now. For the last 5 years, I had been living in a stressful period that I was very worrying about my study, although there were short periods when I could totally set myself free, the fears continue after that. Very often, I had palpitation, which is a symptom of anxiety, when the heart pumps forcefully. (when you are relaxing, normally you don't feel your heart beating, so you don't realize your heart beat until I tell you to feel it now, can you feel that??)

If I were given a choice to live this relaxing way at home without the worry of running out of money, I will NOT want to. Because to me, I need triggers or challenges, which keep me palpitating and pumping up more blood to my brain, so that I can always think rationally, making full use of my organ systems... See? This is also the reason why I chose this career. Looking forward to my work, meanwhile enjoying the moment with my family members!!

The heart in palpitation, a "fight" response that sustain our life and make us achieve better!!

It was my birthday

on 17/4/2010
it was my first birthday after being entitled "doctor"
my darling has to work, even on this date,
me, staying at home, waiting to be posted,
currently working as a baby-sitter, looking after 2 girls,
gosh that was what i did on my birthday,
luckily i have my blog and my facebook,
receiving birthday wishes from all around the world,
and luckily, i still have my family to sing birthday song to me.
my simple wishes, hope they will come true!

最后的战役

这两个星期是我的考试周，昨天考了第三张试卷后，今天终算可以休息下，可是要继续温习，因为下星期还有更加困难的临床考试。

在我”细佬“的facebook里看到这个连接，是周杰伦的《最后的战役》，那时是考试前的那几天，大家都被三个星期的study week折磨到身心疲累了！这首歌，激起了大家的战斗心！一心一意要把这场考试干掉！！大家一起来当医生吧！！

《最后的战役》

作曲:周杰倫,  編曲:鍾興民
監製:周杰倫,  填詞:方文山

機槍掃射聲中我們尋找遮蔽的戰壕
兒時沙雕的城堡毀壞了重新蓋就好
可是你那件染血佈滿彈孔的軍外套
卻就連　禱告手都舉不好

在硝煙中想起冰棒汽水的味道
和那些無所事事一整個夏天的年少
我放下槍回憶去年一起畢業的學校
而眼淚　一直都忘記要掉

嘲笑的聲音在風中不斷被練習　這樹林間充滿了敵意
部隊棄守陣地你堅持要我也離去　我怎麼能放棄

我留著陪你　強忍著淚滴　有些事真的來不及　回不去
你臉在抽搐　就快沒力氣　家鄉事不准我再提
我留著陪你　最後的距離　是你的側臉　倒在我的懷裡
你慢慢睡去　我搖不醒你　淚水在戰壕裡　決了堤

这首歌说的是朋友之间的情谊，对朋友的不离不弃，一起为同一个目标前进。越靠近毕业的时候，就会越来越有一种要分离，伤心的感觉。其实只要想一想，就算今后我们毕业当了医生，被派到不同的医院工作，我们还是会有机会在一起，一起去上进修课程(continuous medical education)，一起去这同学的婚礼，一起去旅行，一起回来考Master。。。所以，不要以为我们的友情会随着这次毕业而结束，而我的祝福，也会一直围绕着你。所以，这个考试绝对不会是我们最后的战役，我们的结局，也不会像歌词中那么悲惨。。。

“有些事真的来不及，回不去”，所以事事都要及时把握好，包括我们的友情。看到每天都有人在Facebook写些祝大家考试及格的祝福，感恩大家都有同一股力量，我们的成绩，一定会因为有着这一股神奇的力量在保佑着我们的！（我们都好久没那么同声同气了！哈哈！）

一起为我们的那个目标前进吧！

Pre-CNY shopping

Happy Chap Goh Mei, the 15th day of Chinese New Year!! Though today is the last day for this Tiger New Year, the celebrations will still be going on as merry as any other day of Chinese New Year. This year, no much fun could be felt as I couldn't go back my hometown to have my mum's big meals, because I have to stay back in the university to study for my final MBBS examination. At least I still have her, and tonight we will be going to see people throwing and picking up mandarin orange in the pond (it's a chinese culture that those single people get to know other single people so that they may become couple, an event only happened during Chap Goh Mei).

Pre-CNY shopping is also an important step for the preparation of the CNY, as most people would want to have new clothes what so ever to have a NEW feeling during Chinese NEW Year. Although I don't like to spend money, I must make sure myself get some NEW stuffs before CNY. Shopping in Kuala Lumpur is one activity that I like to do, as the shopping centers created a NEW year environment and feeling that people would want to spend in joy. Lets recap the places that I went for my NEW stuffs!

My favourite "Prosperity God" at the entrance of Genting Starworld, First World Hotel.

Dragon and Phoenix (龙凤配) at the First World Hotel lobby, Genting Highlands. 31/1/10

Sungei Wang Plaza, "Spring time rhapsody", the place where we bought our clothes!

Pavillion KL, "Illuminate with prosperity and splendorous style", love the decorations so much!

Starhill Gallery, KL, also my favourite spot, but no money to shop there!! obviously... XD

Mid Valley Megamall

The Gardens Mall, Mid Valley City, quite colourful huh!

Ipoh Parade, went for a movie with my hometown friends during CNY, it had been more than 5 years the last time I stepped into this mall, a place where we shopped during high school.