生病

广东话有一句非常适合用来形容我们这一行的,“得闲死唔得闲病”，华语就是“得空死不得空病”。

昨天，突然间觉得后脑的部分很疼，突然间的发烧，还有发冷，虽然头也很晕，我第一件担心的就是万一中了骨痛热症我就完蛋了！到时可能要住院，那我就不能回家过年了！担心还担心，我还有事情等着我去做，我要去我的study group做讨论。忍着痛，忍着冷，忍着睡意，希望赶快把要讨论的东西快快讨论完。。。一个小时。。。两个小时。。。还是还没做完，（平时一次讨论是两个小时而已）我便提出说要暂停，改天再讨论，可是不被接纳，讨论继续了半个小时多，直到其中一个女同学说肚子饿要去吃夜宵，他们才甘愿暂停。而我的部分都还来不及要分享呢！唉。。。平时如果女生说一点不舒服，累，要准备第二天上课的东西的话我们就必须迁就她们而延后我们的讨论，这次难道他们都没有看到我真的很不舒服吗？？

没关系啦！凡事都要忍的啦！我的头痛也认了几个小时那么多了，回到房后，立刻睡觉，感觉好了许多，可使身体还是热热的！

今早醒来，头痛却没了，但还是有点眼睡和累，还是逼着自己去上课了！在病房里，拿了温度计来验验体温，才36.6度！就是没发烧咯，可能是待在冷气房太久了吧？上完课，已经是中午了，胃口不大好。看了报纸，继续去上课，在老师进讲堂之前睡了十多分钟，精神还蛮不错。上完课，去病房找病人问话，准备第二天的呈现(presentation)，办完一切的事情后，回到房间已是五点半了，这时突然觉得身体有发热了！赶紧去睡我的“午觉”，醒来后，头更昏了！去吃晚餐，看到今天的煎鱼真的是没有胃口，为生活还是吃下去吧！回到房间，觉得头痛又回来了，去跟朋友拿了两粒paracetamol吃，好了点，继续工作到现在。。。一整天，感觉肚子怪怪的，大便都是软软有点水似的。

应该不是骨痛热症啦！不然我就不能做那么多事情了！希望这场小病可以在我明天醒来的时候就可以完全好玩啦！功课和事情还没有做完不能休息，目标还没达到不能停止，不到黄河心不死！

When a new life comes to the earth

Another new posting for me, or i would better call it as the last ever posting for me, after coming back from Banting posting, and before my final MBBS examination, the Obstetric posting (or perhaps birth posting in layman term??)

Well, this is definitely not the most stressful posting but it is the most tiring posting as agreed by all coursemates who went through it, because of its on call system, each of us will have to stay in the labour ward and stay alert throughout the whole night to help in the deliveries of babies. Last Tuesday was my fist on call and my first ever night sleeping in the hospital... wait a minute, sleeping?? Yup I managed to sleep 2 hours before any patients got admitted and delivering, felt so thankful...

Delivering baby is a difficult process for most of the women I think, although I will never able to experience it, I could see it from their face. To me, women are gentle and sensitive people the way they are: they have lower pain threshold than men, but they have to bear the labour pain which is one of the most painful event as described in human: they have less strength than men, but they have to use their great strength of power to push the baby out... what a noble process that only the person who is called "mother" can do it!!

Looking at all these lively processes, all the doctors and nurses in the labour ward are just there to facilitate the delivery process, shouting together with the patient to tell her to push some more, and ensuring the mother and the baby are in safe condition at all time, thankfully... all the deliveries I saw and conducted that night were all safe.

The process from conception to birth is a difficult process, so as the process of bringing up the child, and the process of molding a person is the most difficult one. And I, still in the process of molding.

Again thanks to all the mothers who are willing to give us an opportunity to learn from you to be a better care-giver. :-)

A new year start at a new place

Happy new year 2010!! It's been 1 year since i started my blog here! I was trying to blog here as soon as the new year started, however I was not able to online since the last few days of 2009, why was that so?? Since the last week of year 2009, I have been posted to a district hospital in Banting, Selangor, a town located about 1 hour drive from Kuala Lumpur, and hardly stable internet connection in Banting Hospital, that is the reason I had to delay my blogging...

Throughout the first 2 weeks in Banting, I find this is a town of relaxations, everything we did here so far were to release our tension from the coming final MBBS examination, we had foods of plenty of varieties, had long nap during afternoons, went to visit the local tourist spots, and even cook for ourselves. Meanwhile, it is also a period when we can "act" and make decisions like a doctor, before we graduate in about 2 months time. I was only being mistakenly called as "doctor" by the patients prior to this, but here, even the nurses and medical assistants called me as "doctor" or "boss", although I am younger than them, what a nice experience! Haha!

Coming back to reality, this will also be the period when I will have to do revision of different subjects for my final MBBS examination, hope I will be able to utilize this golden opportunity to learn to the fullest during this short but meaningful little postings! Cheers!

MBBS Phase IIIB Group 6 session 2008/2010, with the director of Banting Hospital.

The administrative center of Banting Hospital, during sunset, taken at my hostel's window!

The same view, during raining.

The common living room for medical students only!!

Special recommendation: Cendol pulut behind The Store Banting! yummy...

Christmas in Kuala Lumpur

Merry Christmas boys and girls!!!
December is a month of joy and love, and also a month for gathering...
The girls gather to go shopping, because the Year End Sale (YES) is everywhere in Malaysian shopping centers....
Family members gather together, because almost every friday in December is public holiday, Selangor's Sultan's birthday, Awal Muharam, Christmas and also the coming New Year 2010....
Friends gather together, for a short distance trip or foods, cuti-cuti Malaysia....
and the couples also gather together, as they always do.... ahha!

Still able to walk around major shopping centers nearby Kuala Lumpur, before my Orthopaedic (bone specialist) end of posting test, trying to add some shirts to my collections and also hers, before the sales end. Finished my test yesterday, went to 1 Utama trying to watch Avatar 3D but couldn't get tickets, sigh... and this was how I celebrate my Christmas eve.... haha! Quite stupid isn't?

Now I should bring you to walk around those shopping centers I have been to and enjoyed their Christmas decorations!

1) Sungei Wang Plaza, the stage looks not bad, got "POWER RANGERS JUNGLE FURY CHRISTMAS SHOWDOWN" nearby also!! used to be my favourite!

2) Berjaya Times Square, themed "Santa's Snowy Cottage", below the magnificent christmas trees are little gift shops selling present for you and your friends!

3) Pavilion KL, as it always been famous for, the "Royale Christmas 2009" had the most luxurious decorations I've ever seen!!

4) Starhill Gallery, simple decorations but still very gorgeous and arrogant. It was happened that I managed to see the cat walk show of "The Journey through Time III", the Asia's largest luxury watch and jewellery showcase, watched a musical drama at the same place also!

5) Sunway Pyramid, "Magnifique Christmas" is actually a French themed decorations! What a new experience...

Gigantic Stitch and beer bottles-built Christmas tree outside Sunway Pyramid

6) The Curve, "Bedazzled Christmas", the decorations and little angles that I loved the most, makes The Curve so pretty!! "Bedazzle" actually means to cause someone to lose clear vision, especially from intense light, what is the link between this and Christmas?? hmm...

The Walk @ The Curve, still filled with festival's mood... by the way, it was her birthday night! Happy birthday my dear...

7) Ikano Power Center, "Underwater Christmas", brand new theme and quite creative I would say, but mostly for children to enjoy... not as beautiful as last year's decorations.

8) outside e@Curve (previously known as Cineleisure Damansara), lucky we went there at night, the lighting was amazing!!

9) Tropicana City Mall, "Sparkling Christmas", the simplest decorations among all... some more it was quite quiet during weekdays...

10) "Glad Tiding We Bring" at The Gardens Mall, another luxurious experience!

11) Mid Valley Megamall, "Magical Christmas", the candles were floating around the castle... wow!

12) Last but not least, "A white lyrical Christmas" at 1 Utama, always been my favourite! Note the giant music box on the stage.

男孩与他的朋友

有一个男孩，因为小时候看得戏多，以为每个人都可以找到最好的友谊，即所谓的“称兄道弟”，有什么事情都有那兄弟出来帮忙解决，无所不谈。当然他也明白感情或友谊是建立在两个人的身上，所以双方都要付出，感情才会建立起来，因此，他都会全心全意付出诚意地对待某某人，如果那个人是可靠的。

生命中进进出出那么多人，男孩找到了一些他觉得可靠的人，希望他可以把自己当成兄弟，所以他就会尽全力的和那人维持关系，也希望他们的友谊永固。虽然没有拥有完全相近的嗜好，但至少希望可以和这个朋友分享与分担开心与不开心的事。希望有这个朋友愿意为自己的生日动动脑筋，帮自己庆祝生日。

渐渐的，相聚的日子越来越少了，每个人都要为了自己的理想而需要离开曾经一起相聚的地方，以后的日子虽然不能时常在一起了，可是男孩依然希望他们的友谊不会因分离而不被继续，希望时不时的电话和短讯，能够让朋友感到自己的关怀，让大家再约出来聚一聚，感情不散。

到头来男孩发现，原来他找到的那些人都不能像自己想象中那样，可以做最好的朋友。其中一人还说，原来当时他们可以那么好，是因为在班上坐在一起。男孩失望，因为他的诚意，换来的是肤浅的对待，他想，以后不能再那么容易让自己失望了，要带眼识人。

深沉的想一想，其实每个人都有自己生活的方式，最要好的那两个人，也不可能将所有的东西都付出来，就算是两夫妻都还有自己的生活空间，不对吗？男孩一向明白这个道理，从来没有要求太多，只是希望自己在需要的时候，对方能够及时伸于援手，明白自己的困难。他也知道，不能对某某人有太大的期望(expectation)，因为期望越高，伤害愈重，所以呢"when you expect nothing, then everything will be gift！"友谊也不应该有那么多期望与条件的；如果每个人都那么单纯的话，那世界会很美好！

Love changes everything

by Michael Ball

Love, love changes everything
Hands and faces, earth and sky
Love, love changes everything
How you live and how you die
Love, can make the summer fly
Or a night seem like a lifetime
Yes love, love changes everything
Now I tremble at your name
Nothing in the world will ever be the same

Love, love changes everything
Days are longer, words mean more
Love, love changes everything
Pain is deeper than before
Love will turn your world around
And that world will last forever
Yes love, love changes everything
Brings you glory, brings you shame
Nothing in the world will ever be the same

Off into the world we go
Planning futures, shaping years
Love comes in and suddenly all our wisdom disappears
Love makes fools of everyone
All the rules we made are broken
Yes love, love changes everyone
Live or perish in its flame
Love will never never let you be the same
Love will never never let you be the same

Newly learned song, share it here so that everyone can take care of his or her love and feeling, to live and to love with rationalism, and to appreciate the double blinded love relationship... so complicated right?? ahha!!

美罗，我们的家！

这一个我们曾经朝夕相对的地方
岁月，学业和工作逼使我们不得不离开这个安乐窝
什么时候有回来？让我们再聚一聚？

美罗大石山，已经没人去了，可是依然那么美！美罗真是山明水秀啊！

感恩我们依然在一起！

照片框住了当时的笑容，成了永恒的回忆！何时还要再回味？